January 1st (1/365)- The Sky
The view from our patio.
January 2nd (2/365)- Something Yellow
A picture from our favorite books in the preschool classroom- "My Many Colored Days" by Dr. Seuss
Last year was easily the worst year of my life.
Between my marriage falling apart and us separating for a short time, me ending up in the psych ward for several days and both of us being diagnosed with some serious mental health issues the beginning of 2014 sucked.
But somehow we managed to get through it. We moved out of a horrible neighborhood and got our finances and mental health straightenednout and we did it together.
Just goes to show that it is possible for something good to come out of something spectacularly bad.
With any luck, 2015 will be better because we're better.
I know a shit ton of people who are pregnant or have recently had babies.
I have stage 4 endometriosis and am gay.
I'm jealous and bitter and hurting.
And other than Ashli I have no one to turn to because no one gets it.
I am so tired of hating myself.
They own me, not the other way around. They've owned me since the minute they came into my life :-)
Because of this, if you want the new user name you're going to have to email me: firstname.lastname@example.org. If you're someone that I know just through lj, then please include your username in the subject or else I won't respond back with the new name.
- Current Mood:pissed off